screw it

Don’t you hate it when people make a joke about you, about something that you are actually incredibly insecure about. And they don’t realise it, but every laugh feels like a stab in your chest, because it hurts so much and brings up memories you’d rather forget. But you can’t say anything, because then people would know your weaknesses. They’d know how insecure you really are. So instead you just laugh it off, and hide the pain you feel inside.

found this online and it is really very true indeed.
not mentioning anyone in particular. if you think its you, than you should go reflect on yourself -.-

Just got my band schedule, FML please.
the amount of practises during the holiday can make me faint on the spot now.
if i was this hardworking for my academics, i would have ace every subject already.
GG to my holiday laaaaaaaaaaaaaa :/

can't wait to have a meet-up with nadiah, i missed her a lottttt
she can make me laugh like one idiot only,
ahaah also can't wait to go to lee min house to bake!!! ahhhhhhhhhhh

can't wait for next friday as well (L)
*hints Abi*

okay, going to study now.
don't want to flunk exams !