If only we could rewind..

This whole week is the worst week of my entire 15years life, seriously.
i think i have screwed up every single paper for my eoy. EVERY. and i mean it.
i feel that i have not studied hard enough, i don't know why.
although i studied until late night and woke up early in the morning...
but during the exam, my mind is just like, blank.
BLANK WTH BLANK LIKE PAPER.

i freaking lost 10bloody marks on phy.
and i haven even counted marks lost for some question.
Geog & SS= confirm fail -.-
Emaths, shit man really. LIKE SHIT LA

now what. to be promoted to 4 express still need pass english and 2 others.
if my english fail=5sub to get promoted.
looking at my current situation, failing english is gone case to me -.-

i am scared. very very. i keep on imaginating me, in 4N..
i promise if i go 4E, i will stop going shopping and stop smsing like some moron
i will study and be like chengcheng please ):

2more papers to go. i shall bloody pass both.
UGH):
feeling so insecure.
okay. i promise sx not to mention dropping to NA alr.
jiayou le~

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Aft chem paper went w yy to eat mac breakfast
saw huijing and a lot more people, combine together and eat.
hahaha omg la funny shit man. sat tgt at a table and joke :x

after that went to meet sokxuan and she came to my house!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh funfunfun
sat down there, crap crap and play fb. so stress this week ):
than later went PP tobuy pretty markers and window shop!
omg. bondingbonding. shared stuffs tgt, so long nvr like that alr, nice feeling <3
saw her play the piano. it was so nice,
sokxuan teach me please i aspire to play like you hahaha
<3 ni
go out after amaths paper!

and abigail, i am feeling the same way as what you are right now.
but rmb, we are changed alr, and changed for the better. so we will pass
we will get promoted. we will be in the same class. WE WILL BE TGT :D
we can do it..

hais.may god bless me..