Its finally friday but it doesn't feel like it at all.
to me now, everyday seems like a school day, i dont get to rest at all.
everytime i reach home, i will have to complete tons and tons of homework
and it doesn't help that now i have been going home around 6-7pm each day.

to make things worse, i have very very limited time to self study.
and whenever i have tuition, something, ANYTHING IT CAN BE, will suddenly pop in and i have to reschedule my tuition, which is freaking hard because i have absolutely no time, at all.
so i can end up not having tuition, not having time to study but do other things -.-

and my test. i only passed one subject so far. i feel very stupid i swear.
with my current results, i am going no where.
my future is so predictable.

have been telling myself to stay positive these days so that i will feel very energetic
but i think i am tired to keep on smiling.
i am so tired . i feel like having one day all to myself, enjoying the silence i could get
i feel like off-ing my phone, ignore the world and just rest.
i need silence, i need a break from all this busy things around me.

i need to know i am still alive.