Trust.

It was the first of July yesterday, and everytime came crashing together.
i realised many things and i learn from it.
last night was horrible. i felt so lost and i found myself crying to sleep.
i find myself so stupid as well. 16 and emotional. stupid~

I talk to guys, i am a flirt. I smile to people when i see them, i am an attention seeker. I talk to people, i am fake.

seriously. i found out the person i trusted called me those.
i don't think i flirt. i know no flirters will call them self a flirt but hey, the guys i talk to are mostly the same. i don't use high pitch voice to them, i be myself when i am with them.
i smile to people because they are friends whom i have not talk to for a very long and i am sure you would like somebody to smile at you, especially when you re having bad day. a smile is all you need.
i talk to people, because i want to know what is happening in their lives. does that means i am a fake?

how immature can people get.
stop going around breaking people's heart.
you told me that you have no friends, i probably know why now.
you re so not contented about your life. all you do is to complain nobody is there for you. there are, just that you didn't know. you dont cherish them, instead you go around calling them fake friends. what is a true friend than? did i leave whenever you scold me or you feel sad? must you go around saying me?

it sucks when you trust somebody but yet they are the ones who are hurting you.
bad things always happens in life. people will hurt you, but you cant use that as an excuse to hurt others.

you called me a bitch. well, i think it takes one to know the other.
and what? See who wins next year at the hall getting olevel results?

Tell you what. thankyou.
for this, i am very motivated to study and beat you down. i dont like people to compare results with me. but since you are right now, bring it on.

and for you, i realise who are my true friends.
they are the ones who will be there for you, no matter what. be it midnight or in the day.
thankyou so much.
Sokxuan, Yunyue,Abigail, Keith, Danial,Darren.
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