13 August 2011

Highschool.

What is highschool?
Drama & fights. Laugh & tears. Breakups & makeups. Its rushing to grow up than realizing you want your innocence. Its hurting over someone else. Its getting drunk and having your bestfriends hold your hair as you puke, then re-capping your night the next morning. Its jealousy and envy,rumors & gossip. Its wannabe sluts & church girls. Its getting knocked over again and again to the point where you question if you should just stay down. Its disappointments and lies. Its those night where you want to be alone, but you dont want to feel alone. Its those knots in your stomach that makes you want to cry. A fake smile forced upon your face for so long, people actually believe youre happy. Its getting back stabbed and feeling betrayed. Its hearing lie after lie so you learn to never trust anyone but yourself. Its tears on your cheeks that you want to be wiped away by one person,the person who made you cry in the first place. Its growing up,meeting new people. Its moving on in time, lots and lost of time. Its wishing bad things onto people out of anger. Its hope for a happy future and wishing on 11:11. Its learning and discovering new things. Its hurting but still trying. Its learning from the past mistakes and its laughing over someone you had once cried over. Its getting stronger, becoming independent. Its seeing you stand and happy on your own, so what is high school?

Its a realization youre so young, carefree and having fun. A whole future at your feet, so maybe it hurts but thats life. If thing always went the way we wanted them to be, we’d never appreciate them. Don't listen to everything you hear and take chances, even if it risk getting hurt. Smile and mean it because in 30 years from now, you're going to look back on those years you rushed through and all you want, is highschool.

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