about how they're happy to have a friend like me, how much they miss me
sending me smses like "everything will be okay in the end. i am here with you" when things become bad
sending long smses about how their day went
people sending me nice goodmorning smses.
about everything.
it has been like 5 months since we graduated from school and 1 month since the start of poly.
and im always wondering if someone out there ever remember the good things between us when they see something them reminds them of me.
i always feel very happy whenever i see my friends posting at each other wall telling how much they miss each other or ask to catch up. i don't know why. i just feel very happy for them.
School tomorrow. i don't know how long can i try to remain positive.
somedays when i wake up i don't even feel like moving and going to school. trying to smile and be happy is really like a chore to me.
miss the feeling of waking up and smiling, excited going to school, even if it ends at 6pm everyday.
okay i sound like a pathetic kid i can't even stand myself.
i will and shall continue to pray for this. thankyou god for putting me into this test. i'll remain strong in your faith.
