With the end of 2013, it calls for some reflections to be made for this whole year.
2013 was a really good year for me. Not only it marks the entering of being legal, it also let me have my many 'first-s' in this year, doing things that i have only dreamt of or things that i have never thought i would be so lucky to experience it
For my school life, I have met the best bunch of classmates whom made my poly year 2 a really really nice one. I met ZH and WH, and later on coming in JM, CW, FM who constantly makes me laugh everyday in school and also let me felt that you can also find good friends in such a big school. They're those people that is always there and they are actually one of the kindest people i have ever met and i really feel so fortunate to being able to be in the same class as them
I got out of my comfort zone and participated in overseas program to get to know more people outside my class so that I'll be able to meet more people in my course. I'm not the type of person who always sign up for this kind of things but with a bunch of girlfriends going with me, this trip was one of the trip which opens myself up and made many more awesome people. I later on accepted myself on entering the Subcom of my interest group in my course.
School workload has also took a toll out of me. With also becoming a president for TPCF, i have to juggle so much between my studies and CF. Endless submissions datelines, projects and exams exams exams, i found myself really tired of not doing as what i set my goals up to. I have always looked myself as a failure in terms of my studies because i always can't meet the expectations i set and the fear of not being able to enter Uni... makes me really really hopeless.
However having a role in TPCF is definitely still one of the things i have never regret taking up because it opens up many doors for me.
in 2013, i also made myself to be involve in my church events- trying to join in my youth adult group by going every Saturday fellowship and also take bible lessons more seriously. No doubt, i am now closer to many many youths in my church now where i meet SA, J, M, WJ, E, , A and many other more people and i can't thank God enough for them. The thoughts of us being together in the same church serving the Lord makes me feel so blessed. i have also made a point to always try to remember every bible details which kinda fail miserably due to my peasize brain but i am still learning and trying to always ask questions
2013 was a year i start to keep myself physical active as well as i found my comfort in sports. I joined a 10km, learned Yoga and also Pilates to keep myself fit and happy. Look at what sports can do to you :) it makes you so much happier
With so much new experiences in my life, i am still glad that i manage to still keep in contact with many of my secondary school friends. Some, i even manage to patch up our friendship back. Look, how childish are we back then to fight over useless stuffs! I'm so happy with QY, J, SX and also I in my life. I really really treasure you guys a lot.
Lastly, my family. For the past 18 years, our r/s have never been so close as i don't understand the meaning of family. but in this year, as i start to grow and treasure this, i realise and truely understand the meaning of family and i know no matter what happens, no matter what, at the end of the day , family is still the one that will always stick by with you through thick and thin. Weekends are now always the 2 days i reserve for my family to spend time being together
With so much happy things in 2013, i am really blessed that everything have been running smoothly. Though there are a few downs as well, i thank God for the strength and people He gives me to overcome this. with every down is a new lesson learn
2014 resolution for me shall be written in my own journal before i bore you all to death but definitely on my list are: Stop being so fickle minded over things and MAKE DECISIONS FAST, read the bible every day and ask questions and also be more orientated in the things i do which involves me do have a daily journal to jot down dates.
Happy 2014 lovelies. May this year be a better one for all of you xx
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